SUP KIDS???
SO, this is my blog! i've always wanted one. isn't it pretty?
i know. it really isn't.
not yet at least.
but anyway. i desperately wanted to keep up my tumblr. like fo realz. buut the thing with that was, i started the whole 30 days of blogging ish. and then i just stopped. and i HATE starting things and not finishing them, but what i hate even more than that is picking up where i left off like a month earlier. i am fully aware that this makes little-to-no sense, but thats just how my mind works.
for example, say i'm in class one day taking notes and the class ends before we finish a particular discussion. the notes from next class naturally go with those notes since they are a continuation, so i'll write them there...but i can't keep it like that. i usually leave class and go rewrite my notes from both classes so that they are one continuous section.
i'm weird.
so anyway, here's the blog. i swear i'll make it worth your time to read.
well i mean, i guess this depends on the extent of excitement in your life. but it could get interesting!
so anywayyyy here it goesss! blog blog blooogggggg.
i realized this weekend that i'm going to marry the most wonderful man in the world.
i don't know who he is yet, but he's an incredible person.
i realized this because i don't know what it specifically was, but something made me suddenly realize that i deserve the best. SO DO YOU! we all do. or at least a good portion of us. why? because girls rule and boys drool.
confession time. for the past like, several years of my life, my biggest fear has been that i'll never get married. i was scared i wouldn't get married because i'd never find anybody who loved me *cue guitars and drums*...for who i am.
no i'm serious. nick jonas isn't the only person who thinks this way.
i guess what i was really fearing was that every guy out there wanted a barbie to their ken doll. and you know what? i'm sure there are a lot of guys out there who just that.
but then i realized...i have a lot to offer!
1) my jersey girl charm
2) i love doing laundry. it smells amazing.
3) i am willing to pop out kids.......after i mentally prepare myself for all the scary things that will happen down under
4) i'm a brunette
5) boobs
6) i'm half italian
7) i am willing to laugh at myself, as well as others
8) i have refined taste in EVERYTHING.
9) i like long walks on the beach and candle light dinners
10) most importantly, lets face it...i'm a cuddler!
who WOULDN'T want to marry me? hahaha just kidding. but not really.
anyway, i've gotten SO off track right now that it's a little scary. anyway. if you're still reading, good, because i'm getting to the point.
you can't love somebody else until you love yourself (family class anyone?). its true though. i finally am content with myself. i always had a confident attitude on the outside, but on the inside i never did. but i'm changing this. idk where it came from, but i'm suddenly really happy with who i am.
anywayyy moral of this blog..
i don't want to settle. i REFUSE to settle for the first guy that comes along just because i'm scared i won't find anybody else (this isnt to say that the next guy i meet WONT be mr. right / prince charming / leonardo dicaprio / etc.). i deserve a guy who loves me the way i am now, and will still love me when my hair turns (more) gray, when my face wrinkles, if i lose a finger in a freak accident, if i gain 300 pounds, if my face off,....do i need to give more examples/visuals?
sooo guys. starting now, i'm serious. i'm happy with life. i want to find someone to be happy with life with ME, and will love me (SING IT WITH ME NOW)....for who i am!
